i have literally been daydreaming about this moment for months. literally.
today, i snapped at T. BOOYAH, BITCH.
it didnt go as i though it would, as i rehearsed it over and over in my head
in my head, i punched her, she fell to the ground unconscious, i spit on her, and the people in the hallway around me applaud.
in my head, i slap her, she slaps me back, and beats me up, and people drag her away and applaud me as i stand back up.
in my head, i win, and everyone hates her.
i dont hate her, i just hate the way she fucking acts, like stfu i wont talk to you about fucking doctor who, go the fuck away. youre so fucking loud.
as she started coming towayrs me with her arms outstretched, her mouth pulkled into an 'AWWWWWWWWWW-' position, i shout: "CAN YOU FUCKING NOT OMFG, WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU". or something to that degree.
best feeling, m8, after all this time.
knee: she (meaning me) gets really offended you know
T: really? i didnt know!
-reached out to come hug me-
wtf is this girl doing, she wants to hug me, but doesnt realise her mistake and fucking apologise, wtf is wrong with her what the actual fuck HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
me: IM GOOD IM GOOD, (referring to hug)
-she comes closer-
me: REALLY, IM GOOD IM GOOD -turns to Knee and talks about biology homework or someshit unrelated-
not as satisfying as i had hoped, but eh, at least ive dealt with the issue. i hope she never talks to me again, shes fucking annoying.
im a bitch i know.
breakfast: honey oats, 1/4 box sultanas, 100mL whole milk
Lunch: soup (one small potato, half a tomato, half a carrot, 1/3 onion, 1 cube beef stock 12cal)
snacks: 2 small apples, 1 medium banana, 2 small mandarins, 1 thick sushi approx 100-150cal, 1 pizza cone 407cal, 1 square dairy milk hazelnut chocolate, 1 stringers cheese stick, 1 yakult
dinner: curry chicken and rice 500cal approx
i had to hide my left wrist cut with my thick watch that mum gave me and 3 hair ties -.- so fucking conspic, why do i even bother. so easy to cut tho, blood yay
